some of you may have noticed i've been gone for the past week. i'll spare the details, but just know that what i posted on tuesday in the very early morning relates to what happened
i realized that i depend too much on others' validation. i used to be able to do music for fun, but i realized that sparse positive comments were the only thing that kept me going. i'm tired of it, and i'm putting an end to it. it'll be for my own mental health
after i post this, i will log out of all of my accounts, and i'm not planning on logging back in for a while. i'll probably still make music, but i won't put it up anywhere. not yet. i want to make sure i can enjoy it myself first
until i come back, here's a little song i made back in december. it's unfinished, but i kind of like it:
i hope you understand, and i appreciate your thoughts and wishes
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vurb
balls in my face